thinking

today...
i read bac all my posts...
i realize...
80% of my post is like sad...emo...angry...
20% is happy...
my blog bcame a sad blog...
lol...
i'll try to write more happy things...
hehe...
lol...

holiday

its holiday again!!!
kinda happy kinda sad...
happy cuz...
erm...everyone likes holiday esspecialy ppl tht hates school...
sad cuz...
cant see my frenz for the whole week...t.t......
when i can see them den din think of them din wanna talk much...
now cannot see them den miss them...
haiz...
tht is my own fault hor???
i knw the ans is yess...
hehe...
but nvm la...
one week vry fast past de la...
^^

frenz

y r u like dis???
y r u like dis???
y r u like dis???
y r u like dis???
dis ques flows in my mind for so many times...
for so long...
wad happened???
juz bcuz of on quarrel???
den u bcome like dis???
我真的好想问你
'你现在是怎样?!'
喜欢喜欢就理我...
喜观喜欢就不理我...
我也是人啊...
我也有感受的...
m i d oni one which quarrel wif u???
there r two...
n u oni angry me?
or wad??

Dummiez gathering

Sry ya...
mommy...
dummiez-ians...
i'm rly sry...
i din ever went to one of the gathering...
cuz i cant...
not i don wan...
i always try my best...
but i rly cant go...
mayb i'm too small to go out myself...(for my parents)
or mayb my parents wanted to protect me...
so i cant go...
rly rly rly sry...
one day later if i can go d...
i syre will go de...
sry guys...

an angry day

Actually it is not rly angry la...
juz tht feel like killing my kor kor...
he is Samuel Ng De Jing-1A5...
u knw y???
cuz he is so so so so so so so so so so so so forgetful!!!
i remind him yesterday night to bring me something tht he supose to bring for me last year!!!
n he ask me to remind him when i wake up today...
fine...i remind him...
when i reach school...
he say he forgotten to bring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arh!!!!!!!!
i wanna pancung dia punya kepala d la!!!!!!!!!!!
i reach school so early n he is the one who r late!!!
bcuz of him i did so many things!!!
n i get nth in reward!!!!!!!
y r u so forgetful?!!!!!!
u r oni form 1!!!
13 years old!!!!!!!
your brain is like so old d!!!!
so easy forget thing!!!!
Haix...
luckly u din appear in front of me now!!!
or not i sure pancung kepala kamu d la!!!!!!!!!!
dis kor kor is so so so so so so so so so so so forgetful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A day tht i quarrel wif my best fren

Today...we quarreled...actually we din rly quarrel...but juz like angry each other...n...she cried...m i the wrong one???for me...i don feel tht...but for her...mayb i m the wrong one...i juz wanted to tell u tht how i feel...is tht wrong???if i don tell u the truth den u'll angry me(mayb)...now i told u...n u r angry too...wad m i going to do???after i tell u...u cried...is tht bcuz of wad i said to u???m i too over???i don think so...i d tell u in a vry frenly way...u say tht now our class is broken n i still don 体量 u?!wad is tht?!din i 体量 u?!if i din den i wouldn't tell u so late!!!i adi felt tht earlier than today...n i din tell u...is tht a kind of 体量?when u r angry,sad,or wadeva...i'll apologize to u if u r angry of me...although i don feel tht i'm the wrong one...is tht a kind of 体量?for me...it is...u wrote on your table...竟然,在你心里我是这种人,不必把我当成朋友。thts rly wrong u knw?!i always take u as my best fren...n in my heart...u r always the best...我真的有做到这么错吗?如果真的有那么错的话...我在此对你说"对不起"...我不知道我真的错了...我不想失去你这个好朋友...will u forgive me???

An emotional day again...

Haix...as normal...went school...usually i love to go school bcuz i can talk to my frenz...b wif them...but today i hate to go school...everyone like suddenly become so ... (duno how to say) its like they changed...they changed into someone tht don trust their frenz anymore...in my class...she cried...i ask her y...usually she wouldn't tell anyone...except me n other few frenz...but today...when i asked her...she said 'i can't tell u...' i'm like 'wad?!' y would she giv me dis ans?!y?she said tht it is a secret...i'm like 'ya rite...secret...if its secret den u cannot tell me den y would u tell me so many things last time???' my heart is like suddenly droped from up to down...i;m thinking...'don she trust me anymore?'...later...she explained to me...she rly wanted to tell me...but she rly cant...bcuz of some reason...den i'm like fine la...u don wanna tel me den don tell la...i oso din paksa u...i din ask u y den don explain to me la...but now...i din care abt it d...i juz take it as i duno anything...wadeva thing it is...i don care i duno...thts all...

Lonely

PROBATE PROBATE PROBATE!!!i hate probate...i rly hate it...y???bcuz it took away many frenz from me...especially all my good frenz from other class...now i knw wad is lonely...lonely is such a sad thing...a thing tht no one will like it...lol...juz bcuz of probate...everything changed...we cant talk during recess...we cant play...evry time we see each other is a probate asking a student to sit down,don talk,don play,throw the rubbish,pull yor socks,check pocket...other than tht?!nth...although it oni pass for one day i adi cant stand it...wad if it is for the whole year or even for the whole five years in this school???will our frenship lost???i think yes...will u miss our frenship???yes i will but u???i think no rite...from today,monday,3/8/09...the day tht our frenship stop...dis is a day tht i hate...tht i hate a lot...a lot...bcuz of probate...my frenz changed...she is not the fren tht i knw from the first day adi...she bcome more more 'chuan'...she feesl tht she is a probate...so she adi is the prefect...n a BIG prefect...tht can simply scold ppl...i rly hate probate...rly hate it...